Hookers in Heaven

Proper 21   Sept 28, 2014
Community Christian Church of Springfield, MO
Roger Ray, pastor

Matthew 21:28-32
28"What do you think? A man had two sons; he went to the first and said, 'Son, go and work in the vineyard today.' 29He answered, 'I will not'; but later he changed his mind and went. 30The father went to the second and said the same; and he answered, 'I go, sir'; but he did not go. 31Which of the two did the will of his father?" They said, "The first." Jesus said to them, "Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and the prostitutes are going into the kingdom of God ahead of you. 32For John came to you in the way of righteousness and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and the prostitutes believed him; and even after you saw it, you did not change your minds and believe him.

I had our handicap accessible toilet replaced this week.  We've had the plumber out to work on that restroom several times and we finally decided that we just had a bad brand in there and needed to replace it with a better quality toilet.  I like our plumber, I trust him, so I just left the door unlocked and told him to take care of it.

When I went in to, as they say, inspect the plumbing, I was arrested by the brand name on the ceramic throne.  "Church."  Being a person who professionally deals in literary metaphor, I couldn't quite convince myself that this was mere coincidence.  It is an unpleasant association.... Church and flushing....religion and sewage.

It isn't what I remember.  That's not how I want to think about it.  When I was young, my religious education was certainly full of the kind of superstition and magical thinking that I want so much to flush away these days but regardless of what was in our Sunday School books that we hardly read, what I encountered in my church were people who were trying to be good people.  They were trying to be faithful to their spouses, good to their children, they valued honesty, hard work, study and they used words like "forgiveness," "mercy," and "love," no matter how far short they may have fallen from those noble ideas.

There is a saying in TV journalism that reminds us that airplanes that crash are in the news, the thousands of airplanes that take off and safely land are never mentioned.  If all you know about aviation is what you see on the 10 o'clock news, you would assume that most airplanes explode and kill everyone on board because those are the only ones we talk about.  However, nothing could be farther from the truth.

In religion, we talk about the priests who are pedophiles but it is rather less likely that you heard about Father Manuel Garcia Viejo who died Thursday afternoon.  He was the second Spanish priest who was a physician who died from Ebola in recent weeks.... Priests who were also physicians, living a life of poverty and serving the sick in Sierra Leone long after they were old enough to have retired.  They are the airplanes we don't hear about.

But it is still undeniable that there has been a lot of flush worthy news about religion lately.  Islam, as I studied it in graduate school, is not the Islam I am hearing about in Iraq and Syria these days.  The fact that ISIS even claims to be Islamic should inspire true Muslims everywhere to rise up and defend their noble faith.

Samira Saleh al-Naimi, a leading civil rights lawyer in Iraq, was known as a defender of the poor and she was an outspoken critic of ISIS.  She was taken from her home with her three children and her husband watching and she was tortured for several days and then publicly executed by firing squad in Mosul this week in response to something she had posted on Face Book that was critical of ISIS.

When Islam was born in the 5th century, Muslim women were afforded more equality, more freedom, more respect than where their Christian and Jewish contemporaries.  It deserves to be pointed out that these modern extremists that not only don't want women to be able to speak out do not want women to even be allowed to go to school and become literate would not have a Quran if they had been in charge in the time of the prophet Muhammad.  The prophet did not write the Quran... Muhammad was according to tradition, illiterate, but his wife was not.  It seems likely that the whole of the Muslim faith is dependent on the fact that there were literate and scholarly women in the family of Muhammad who not only wrote for him but who also instructed him in the stories of the Jewish and Christian scriptures.

That so much of the Muslim world has taken a turn towards oppression of women, in spite of how arrogant it may be for a Western Christian to say this, is just not true Islam.  The religion of the Taliban, of ISIS, of al Qaeda is not Islam.  It is not the religion of Muhammad, it has more in common with what we flush into the sewer.

I hate to cave into any kind of ebullience about warfare but if you will give me just a little exception in my anti-war posture.  Among the few Arab nations that are joining us in the air attacks against ISIS is the United Arab Emirate.  One of their fighter pilots led the mission this week and that pilot was a woman:  I am sorry that the news has released her name because, much more than even Malala, this woman has now made herself a target for assassination.

But Maj. Mariam Al Mansouri wanted to be known.  She wanted the woman hating men of ISIS to know that a woman was fighting back.
I am frightened for her because the extremists have a long memory and she will not ever be safe again but I am proud of her and I could only wish to more like her.

Toxic religion is dangerous.  My objection to our rush to be baited into another war.... And we should all be clear about this, ISIS is releasing videos of beheadings because they want us to come and attack them and, since it is what they want, I am convinced that it is the last thing that we should do.  You can bomb people but you cannot bomb an ideology.  The only real answer to toxic religion is healthy religion.  The only meaningful response to mental illness is mental health.
The only way to correct ancient myths and superstitions is to consistently, loudly, emphatically, teach a science based, truth based approach to life and faith.

We were shocked by the news yesterday that a man in Oklahoma, a man with a criminal history and who was in the process of being fired from a Moore, OK food processing plant, claimed to be a convert to Islam and used that excuse to commit a gruesome murder of one women who worked with him and tried to kill another.... One he stabbed, and the other he beheaded.  It is, of course, no accident that women were the targets of his rage.

Though the news emphasizes the religion of terrorists and murderers when they claim to be Muslim and rarely mentions their religion when they are motivated by radical forms of Christianity we should not be deceived into believing that there are harmless forms of magical thinking and dangerous forms of magical thinking.  Magical thinking, superstition that denies knowable reality, fosters the belief that imagination and personal conviction is as good as actual facts and that is something we must resist wherever it shows up.

The religion that deserves to have a church, and the church that deserves to be flushed is, in my opinion, typically easily divided between the church that asks you to believe in non-sense and the church that asks you to behave with substantive character defined by personal sacrifice, not the sacrifice of others.... By forgiveness of those who have offended you, not by narcissistic claims of innocence.  We need a religion that teaches the facts about our planet and the narrow and fragile environment that allows for human life.  We need a faith that demands a higher and higher standard of friendship, community and love and not one that leads to compliance to cult-like militaristic obedience.

Jesus, in our scripture lesson today, makes the difference very plain.  A man told his two sons to go out and work on the farm.  One obediently said that he would go but he didn't.  The other stubbornly refused but then thought better of it and complied.  Real religion is not in your head.  It is in your hands and your feet.

Don't bother inviting Jesus into your heart if your heart is full of the sewage of misogyny, racism, sexism, homophobia, moral indifference, and arrogance.  Jesus said that the sex workers and corrupt politicians are more likely to be friends of God than the people whose religion is all in their heads.

The real church is not one you sit on.... The real church will be out on the farm .... Changing the world.  That's the church I want to be a part of and I hope you do too.

Do You Do Well To Be Angry?

Proper 20    Sept. 21, 2014
Community Christian Church
Roger Ray, Pastor

Jonah 3:1-5, 10
3The word of the Lord came to Jonah a second time, saying, 2"Get up, go to Nineveh, that great city, and proclaim to it the message that I tell you." 3So Jonah set out and went to Nineveh, according to the word of the Lord. Now Nineveh was an exceedingly large city, a three days' walk across. 4Jonah began to go into the city, going a day's walk. And he cried out, "Forty days more, and Nineveh shall be overthrown!"
5And the people of Nineveh believed God; they proclaimed a fast, and everyone, great and small, put on sackcloth. 10When God saw what they did, how they turned from their evil ways, God changed his mind about the calamity that he had said he would bring upon them; and he did not do it.

The story of Jonah is an Old Testament parable.  It is not intended to describe a historical event.  This short work doesn't tell us about a real person or a real city and, much to many folks disappointment, not even a real whale.  It struggles to tell us something about God and our anger, more specifically, our racism.  And like any well-crafted parable, it is full of irony, humor and dramatic action.

The story is set up this way: a Jewish man is called by God to go and preach in the capital city of Assyria.

It is set in a time when Assyria has destroyed Israel and pretty well messed up Judah and all of their neighbors.  Assyria was practicing that ancient form of warfare that built their national wealth by stealing everything of value from all of their neighbors and enslaving their population.  Assyria had never done anything good for any Jew and had done every outlandish, criminal, reprehensibly violent thing they could do to destroy the Jewish people.

So, this is a very tense set up.  God tells Jonah to go and preach to the people he hated the most.
Now, Biblical scholars agree that this story is not nearly old enough to have been written in those days of Assyrian rule.  It was written much later, two or three hundred years later.  It was written in a time when the tiny little remnant of Jews were trying to rebuilt a scrap of a nation on the ruins left behind after nearly a century of slavery in Babylon.  In those days of reconstruction there was just an awful lot of anger.... they had been bullied, robbed, burned out, sold into slavery and then finally dumped totally vulnerable in a nearly barren land in a city with no walls and very little to eat.

The person who sat down to write Jonah lived among a rag tag bunch of survivors who kept themselves alive by feeding on how much they hated Babylonians, Egyptians, Syrians and just about anyone who didn't look and sound Jewish.  And when people are so certain that their hatred is justified, when they know for a fact that their bloodthirsty prayers are heard by God it is very very difficult to offer an alternative position.

I found myself becoming very provoked a few days ago when I woke up to my usual diet of coffee and news programs and the news channel that I was watching had decided to replay, moment by moment, the original broadcast of their program on Sept. 11, 2001.  I totally understand the desire to remember, to memorialize, to honor those who lost their lives on that horrible day, but what we were being asked to relive was the terror, the confusion, the toxic blending of fear and rage that we all felt when the second plane hit the second tower and all speculations about an accident suddenly ended.  America was under attack.... A sneak attack, a terrorist attack.... Against unarmed civilians who posed no threat to anyone.
And watching that first hour again, that I still remembered very clearly from that Tuesday morning thirteen years ago, I realized that I wasn't really being asked to remember and honor, I was being asked to relive the fear and anger, the desire for revenge.

And I immediately wondered if TV stations in Bagdad replayed coverage from our bombing of Bagdad on March 18, 2003 every year and if they did, would they be memorializing the dead or reminding the people of Iraq that they need to still fear and hate Americans?  You remember where you were on 9-11-2001 but do you remember where you were on March 18, 2003?  Does that illegal and extremely lethal act of war strike you in anything like the same way?


Whoever wrote the book of Jonah wanted to ask that question that I just asked in a somewhat more diplomatic, more empathetic manner. Sometimes, when people are that mad, using a little slap stick humor is the only way to break the ice.  So the story starts with Jonah going the opposite direction from where God wants him to go.  And God causes a great storm to strike the ship at sea.  And even pagan gentiles are getting religion trying to beg God to help them.

They finally throw Jonah overboard into the raging sea and the sea calms down and a giant fish swallows Jonah and swims for three days to deliver him to the shores of Nineveh.


See, everyone in this story is totally obedient to God.... the weather, the sea, the fish, and even pagan sailors but one person is defiant of God's will..... the preacher! Cause, see, he has got a serious mad on.  It is not just that he thought Judaism was that much better than the religion of Assyria or that Judah was just all that much better than any other nation.... it was that he had seen the wreckage, the slaughter.... he knew people who had been killed, enslaved, raped and robbed.  His anger was a righteous anger that doesn't really believe that anyone who disagrees with him can be anything but stupid or evil and probably some of both.

We've recently had this whole debate about Syria going on in the news. Last year John McCain was mad at the president for not arming ISIS because they were fighting against President Assad in Syria.  Now McCain is mad at the president because he is not arming Assad so that he can fight ISIS better.  Which only leads me to wonder why news programs still interview Joh McCain?

There is an element of our government, of our population, that just doesn't want to learn about history, or facts or to see it from perspective other than their own sense of having been wronged.  They are frightened, xenophobic.... They want to feel safe and they want revenge.  That, men and women, is Jonah.

Jonah walks into the middle of this huge monstrous city and delivers a short and pretty sad attempt at a sermon.  He preached a one sentence sermon....One sentence predicting the immanent destruction of the city.  And against all credible odds, the entire city repents.
The storyteller wants us to believe that everyone from the King to the cattle in the field repented!  Best revival in the history of the world!

But, of course, that is part of the irony.  Jonah didn't want them to turn from their evil.  He wanted God to destroy them.  Isn't that God's business?  Destroying evil people?  Doesn't God see the injustice?  Doesn't God become outraged by the mass destruction?  Didn't God see the videos of people being beheaded?  Doesn't God want us to wipe out Nineveh and every city like it?

By the way, our drones also make video recordings.... We could be showing the videos of our execution of thousands of innocent civilians by our own killer flying robots but you never see those videos do you?

Jonah goes up on a ridge over looking the city to watch and see if they'll mess up.... maybe God will go ahead and bomb the city anyway.  You know, it gets hot when you don't have anything but your anger to keep you company.  Jonah is just sitting up there, waiting, watching, and hoping they'll mess up.

In Alcoholics Anonymous they say that anger is the dubious luxury of ordinary people.  It is a luxury because it is an emotion that some people can revel in but recovering alcoholics know that it is a luxury they can't afford.  If they get angry then it won't be long before they also get drunk.  But it is a dubious luxury because even people who don't get drunk don't seem to get much good out of it.  Anger doesn't seem to make people very smart.  It doesn't make them spiritual.
It doesn't make them compassionate or loving and a whole lot of the time it makes them do something really destructive, usually self-destructive. The Big Book of A.A. calls anger poison and it may well be.

But let me return to the Biblical story.  Jonah is sitting on the ridge watching the city and a vine grows up over the little shack where he is sitting and the vine is the only decent thing that has happened to Jonah.... at least the vine offers some shade from the hot sun.  However, just as the weather, the sea, the fish and the pagans are all obedient to God, now even a worm is sent to do God's will..... a worm eats through the vine and it dies and that, for Jonah, is the last straw.

He rants at God:
He said, "It is better for me to die than to live."
But God said to Jonah, "Is it right for you to be angry about the bush?"
And he said, "Yes, angry enough to die."
Then the LORD said, "You are concerned about the bush, for which you did not labor and which you did not grow; it came into being in a night and perished in a night.  And should I not be concerned about Nineveh, that great city, in which there are more than a hundred and twenty thousand persons who do not know their right hand from their left...?

When God asks Jonah, "Do you do well to be angry?"  Jonah doesn't even understand the question..... because, you see, anger can be its own logic.

Why wouldn't he be angry?

Angry at the Assyrians for their violent sins.  Angry at God for not destroying them.  Angry at the vine for dying and making him so uncomfortable..... angry enough to die.

You know the routine...... angry at illegal immigrants so that when you see signs in Spanish at the hardware store you are afraid that you are losing your country.  Angry at Muslims who raise terrorists and who have no remorse for their heinous deeds.  Angry at autoworkers for demanding salaries that put American businesses into bankruptcy.  Angry at bankers who helped to wreck the economy.  Angry at gay people for wanting the same rights as straight people.... How did our famous local defense attorney put it?  Dee Wampler said he was tired of these gay people shoving things down his throat..... is it possible that he can't hear himself?

It is not that Jonah and his people did not have a reason to be angry, ....it is not that Isis is not a terrorist army capable of sub-human acts of violence.  It is that our anger won't solve the problem.

The message of Jonah to the people who first read it was that their captivity in Babylon was over and it was time for them to stop hating and to accept the interracial marriages among them, the mixed blood Jews, the Jews who spoke other languages or who had family members who were of another religion.

We face those issues.  My father would never own a Japanese car because, for him, the score of Pearl Harbor wasn't over yet...... but if you take that perspective, it is never over.
The world isn't what it was and will never again be what it was.  There are more Muslims in the United States than there are Episcopalians or Presbyterians.  The economy of the Americas is blended and there will always be both English and Spanish speaking people in every state of the United States.... For ever!

Men and women, there are times when it is right to be angry.  But as Aristotle noted:
"Anyone can become angry - that is easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way - that is not easy."

Our nation is trying to figure out how to untangle ourselves from a war which has already lasted longer than WWII.  And yet, we are still angry about and afraid of terrorists.

The book of Jonah asks, "Do you do well to be angry?".....  And should I not be concerned about Nineveh, that great city, in which there are more than a hundred and twenty thousand persons who do not know their right hand from their left...?

In years past we have invaded Mexico and Canada.  We have gone to war with England, France, Germany and Japan, all of which are now close allies and trading partners..... OK, not France really but still..... think of the wine and cheese.  It is possible for old enemies to become allies.  It is possible to find a way around the anger to something much more healthy..... not out of fear but out of courage....

Not in ignorant naiveté but in powerful faith.

Anger is almost always rooted in fear.  My modest suggestion is that our anger has led us into an eye for an eye mentality that has made our nation morally blind. I think that it is time for those who live in the land of the free and the home of the brave to stop being such cowards.  We will not fight our way to peace.

About Tolerance and Transcending Opinion

Proper 19    Sept 14, 2014
Community Christian Church of Springfield, MO
Dr. Roger Ray, pastor

Romans 14:1-10a
Welcome those who are weak in faith, but not for the purpose of quarreling over opinions. 2Some believe in eating anything, while the weak eat only vegetables. 3Those who eat must not despise those who abstain, and those who abstain must not pass judgment on those who eat; for God has welcomed them. 4Who are you to pass judgment on servants of another? It is before their own lord that they stand or fall. And they will be upheld, for the Lord is able to make them stand. 5Some judge one day to be better than another, while others judge all days to be alike. Let all be fully convinced in their own minds. 6Those who observe the day, observe it in honor of the Lord. Also those who eat, eat in honor of the Lord, since they give thanks to God; while those who abstain, abstain in honor of the Lord and give thanks to God. 7We do not live to ourselves, and we do not die to ourselves. 8If we live, we live to the Lord, and if we die, we die to the Lord; so then, whether we live or whether we die, we are the Lord's. 9For to this end Christ died and lived again, so that he might be Lord of both the dead and the living. 10Why do you pass judgment on your brother or sister? Or you, why do you despise your brother or sister?

Alexander Campbell, the Irish Presbyterian evangelist credited with being the brains of the Restoration movement in the 19th century.  Campbell's writing and preaching career gave birth to the Disciples of Christ, the Independent Christian Church and the Church of Christ.  He proclaimed an idealistic vision of Christian unity.  He said, "In essentials, unity; in non-essentials, liberty; in all things, charity."

Campbell believed that if only everyone would dispense with creeds, church doctrines and denominational affiliations, Christianity could be reunited..... Specifically, he thought that Christianity could be united once every rationally just agreed with his particular vision of what Christianity should be.  Predictably, he not only failed to unite the disparate sectarian divisions within Christianity, his movement managed to add three new deeply divided sects to the American religious landscape.

Still, his guiding principle is not a bad one:  In essential things, let's work towards agreement - In matters of personal opinion, let's be generous in allowing people the freedom to believe as they wish - and on both sides of that divide, let's be sure that nothing is more important that our decision to love one another.

It is a good principle, it is just that church folk had difficulty in agreeing on what was essential and what was a matter of opinion.  Before the movement had time to congeal into an easily recognized institution, the nation was divided by the cataclysmic Civil War, during which the Christian Church held their annual conferences just north of the Mason Dixon line in Cincinnati, OH.  At each of the war years' conferences, resolutions were passed asking God to damn the south.  At the meeting immediately following the end of the war, they passed a final resolution thanking God for having damned the south.

Religious history has some very embarrassing moments.....

In much more recent history, in the early 1990's, the Springfield Chamber of Commerce launched the fairly audacious project of enumerating community values to encourage churches and schools to teach to our citizens.  I was stunned that a club of local business owners could be so filled with self-importance that they would appoint themselves to assign sermon and lesson plan topics to both churches and schools but more than 20 years later, I have come to see such malignant narcissism as being rather more the status quo than shocking.

But, in the disheartening anthropology of ideas, a number of local churches managed to lower the moral bar by objecting to one of the values advocated by the Chamber of Commerce.... The word that tripped them up was:  tolerance.

Several local church leaders were afraid that "tolerance" was a code word for "no longer discriminating against homosexuals." Sadly, Chamber officials reassured them that they had no intentions of limiting their irrational prejudice against gay people but they were actually concerned about religious pluralism and racial prejudice..... which didn't really help matters.

I received a copy of a letter from the pastor of one of our large local Baptist Churches that informed me that if this list of words was accepted by our City Council that churches would then be forced to hire pedophiles to work in our church nurseries.  I was at a loss as to how to respond to such non-sense.... In the end, I corrected his spelling and grammar and just sent the letter back to him.  Surprisingly, I have not heard from him again.

Paul wrote to the church in Rome that they should all get along with one another and not try to force everyone else to agree with their personal opinions.  Evidently, Paul was not conscious of any possible hypocrisy involved in giving that advice.

I don't read Greek as well as Tarzan speaks English but if the English translation of his letter is true to the original, Paul wasn't even able to slightly disguise his own prejudice in a passage telling others not to be so opinionated.
Look at vs 1 in this pericope from Romans 14:  Welcome those who are "weak" in the faith....
Imagine a church that had several adult Sunday School classes.... On one door the class name reads:  for those who are weak in the faith.  On another there is a sign that says: for those who are strong in the faith.  You can bet that the class members in the "weak" class didn't pick their own name.  My college class in my home church named itself:  Lost and Found.... Which was accurate enough but even inside that class there would have been considerable disagreement about who was lost and who wasn't.

For Paul, the division was easy.  If you agreed with him, you were strong.  If you disagreed with him, you were weak.  Even still, he was saying that we should be nice about our prejudices....just as he gave us a perfect example of failing on that front in the way that he worded the passage.

Isaac Asimov, as a scientist, science fiction writer, and enthusiast for science education, received a lot of criticism from the religious world in the 60's and 70's and he was not reticent about pushing back.  He said:  "Anti-intellectualism has been a constant thread winding its way through our political and cultural life, nurtured by the false notion that democracy means that 'my ignorance is just as good as your knowledge.'"


With that Asimov gets to the big challenge of tolerance.  If people have a right to their own opinion then they also have a right to be wrong.  That doesn't mean that an informed opinion has the same value as an uninformed opinion.  And, realistically, we can't be tolerant of views, beliefs, ethics, that somehow protect things that hurt other people.

The NFL has had to come to terms with the basic right and wrong of domestic abuse around the Ray Rice elevator video in which he hit his fiancé so hard that she went unconscious.  The Ravens originally suspended him for just two games.  The attitude being, domestic violence does not directly affect football so they could be kind of indifferent about it.  On the other hand, a player found guilty of smoking marijuana might face a year's suspension but then the NFL makes a lot of its advertising money on beer and liquor commercials.

It can cut into NFL income if players are using substances that compete with their advertised commercial products but beating up your spouse doesn't affect the bottom line. There are times when tolerance comes at too high a price.  Still, we need some unity on essentials while preserving liberty in non-essentials but we cannot deny that there are things that are essential and it is coming up with that list that proves to be so difficult.

One of the few public meetings in which I publicly raised my voice was about a decade ago at our local state university.  It was not a matter of a debate between an informed view and an uninformed view.
My message was delivered through gritted teeth to none other than the then president of the university.... A very smart man who held very passionately to a traditional Roman Catholic faith.  The president was adamantly refusing to include homosexuals in the list of protected persons in the university's non-discrimination policy.

It was just one of those times when I could say that there is no more room for debate.  As the song that Barry and Sean are going to perform for us in a moment says:  "This is not an opinion, I am right and you are wrong." I assured him that history would convict him as having been guilty of protecting prejudice over freedom.  Eventually, he chose to retire rather than change and the next president quickly changed the university policy.

You might say, in that case, that the university president was "weak" in his faith but his weakness kept dozens, if not hundreds, of gay university employees from having the same pension and insurance benefits as the straight members of the university's staff.  Can you meaningfully maintain unity with those whose beliefs come at the expense of the health and welfare of others?

When this controversy about tolerance first arose in our city, I delivered an impassioned sermon arguing that, in fact, tolerance is a religious value.

A retired religion professor who was typically quite kind and complimentary of my sermons, waited around until the line at the door at the end of the service had dissipated.

He approached me privately and said, "I don't usually disagree with you but this time you are wrong.  Tolerance is not a Christian value.... That falls far short of our goal.... Love is a Christian value."  The uncomfortable truth is that you can be so right that you are wrong.  You can be right in a way that gives you a casualty count rather than transformed hearts and minds.

There are times that it is incumbent upon a prophetic faith community to announce that there are beliefs, values, laws, economic practices, and even military actions and federal budgets that are just wrong.... We just need to find a way to do it that doesn't lead to alienation... which means that we have to find a way to be even more loving than we are right.

Care and Feeding of Community

Proper 18   Sept. 7, 2014
Community Christian Church of Springfield, MO
Dr. Roger Ray, Pastor

Romans 13:8-10
8Owe no one anything, except to love one another; for the one who loves another has fulfilled the law. 9The commandments, "You shall not commit adultery; You shall not murder; You shall not steal; You shall not covet"; and any other commandment, are summed up in this word, "Love your neighbor as yourself." 10Love does no wrong to a neighbor; therefore, love is the fulfilling of the law.

At the entrance to the Buddhist Temple in Kansas City where I spoke on Friday evening there is a large open book. The book has only one word on its pages and that word is "love."  People who seek out a Buddhist community in Missouri are often the same sort of people who seek out a Progressive congregation or who go to Unitarian or Unity churches.

They are people who are wounded.  They are refugees from abusive religions that were marked by guilt and fear, judgment, manipulation, and threats. To at least symbolically imply with this one-word book, that love is the entire content of their sacred texts is a comforting and reassuring symbol.

In talking with Nima, the Buddhist nun who is that pastor in that faith community, we realized that while we both essentially have a ministry of welcoming and trying to love the wounded into health, that we also both see a lot of coming and going in our membership.

There is a very important proverb in the 12 step recovery movement that says, "Hurt people, hurt people."  I am often shocked by how often the most wounded people will demand love and acceptance but respond to being given love and acceptance with criticism and hostility.

I learned that lesson very vividly at a very young age when my friends and I heard tires squeal and a dog yelp.  We ran to see which of our pets had been injured and it was the very much beloved dog of my next-door neighbor.  The dog was seriously injured but alive.  We wanted to help, wanted to pick the dog up and take it to the vet, but when we got close, he bared his teeth and menacingly snapped at us.  We had the solution to his pain available to us, we might have saved him, but his pain made him so hostile that we were powerless to be of any aid.

Hurt people, hurt people.  They do it unconsciously.  Often unintentionally and they will create a narrative around it in which they can describe the people who tried to help as if they were their tormentors.

We say that God is love.  We sing that love is our religion.  We insist that we can reject dogmas, creeds, even sacred texts because love is the path, love is the point, love is the goal of our spiritual lives.... That all sounds great and it is nearly impossible to implement.

Though I do not believe that the resurrection accounts in the gospels should be taken literally, one of the most important symbolic messages present in the very metaphorical accounts is the fact that the resurrected Jesus was, in Luke's and John's accounts, resurrected with the nail and spear wounds of the crucifixion still visible.

Your wounds, your failures, your defeats are a part of you.   You can heal, you can start over, you can experience resurrection in your life but you don't start over without a limp and a few scars.

Last month, at our conference with Bishop Spong, the most fascinating woman I have ever met drove up from Dallas to attend.  The two of us realized both a common attraction and a host of common interests and so we are, I'm very happy to say, in the midst of a life changing romance.

But I am 58 years old.  I've been single for a generation and have had more failed dating relationships than I care to remember.  So, I asked Heather if we could just avoid talking about our past relationships for a while.  I'm not trying to hide anything but I didn't want to carry any old baggage into a new relationship.  I wanted to give the two of us space to figure out who we are as a couple before the room gets too crowded with the ghosts of all the people who had been unsuccessful contestants in the past.

I still think that was a good suggestion, as a method, but what we have discovered in hours and hours of phone conversations is that it is nearly impossible to say who I am, what my hopes are, what my image of love, marriage, family life is without some accounting of just how I got all of the bullet holes and knife scars that still show in my resurrected life.

No matter how much you want to put the past behind you, there are hot buttons, emotional tender spots that are a part of us. Heather, as I feel compelled to remind her at times, wasted several years of her life dating lesser men and now that she has traded up, there are a lot of things that she can just let go of.

I have had to realize that even though I consider myself to be very progressive and to have very egalitarian views about gender roles, that some of my past experiences have left me with some anger that sometimes comes out in the form of humor that isn't, in the final analysis, all that funny.  This has not been a comfortable realization for me but I can see it and I don't want it but these shadows lurk about in our psyche.

We want to connect with people.  We want to have friends.  We want to experience community, but the fact is that once you are out of the sandbox, life happens and we end up with some tough scars.

It was inaccurately attributed to Meryl Streep but it is actually a kind of declaration made by the author, José Micard Teixeira. It is simultaneously liberating and guilt provoking.... He says, in part:

"I no longer have patience for certain things, not because I've become arrogant, but simply because I reached a point in my life where I do not want to waste more time with what displeases me or hurts me. I lost the will to please those who do not like me, to love those who do not love me and to smile at those who do not want to smile at me. I no longer spend a single minute on those who lie or want to manipulate. I decided not to coexist anymore with pretense, hypocrisy, dishonesty and cheap praise. In friendship I dislike the lack of loyalty and betrayal. I do not get along with those who do not know how to give a compliment or a word of encouragement. And on top of everything I have no patience for anyone who does not deserve my patience." 

I have no idea how old that Teixeira is, but I can sympathize with his unwillingness to waste anymore precious time in life on relationships that mimic love but are not, in fact, loving.  I'm uncomfortable with the suggestion that so many people are expendable.... People should never be regarded as something to simply dispose of but you lock your car doors in public parking places and you lock your doors and windows in your home to keep people from stealing your things .... So what sense does it make for  us to allow emotional thieves to take our days, our weeks..... to take our joy... to steal from us the opportunity to experience real friendship, intimate family affection and true love?

What I am personally realizing is that clearing the emotional clutter out of my life is not so much a matter of saying that I have lost patience with those who take away our real love relationships but rather that I have to get rid of the things in me that keep people at a distance, that make it hard to be in a close friendship with me.

We do have to protect ourselves from emotional bank robbers but we also have to stop polluting our own emotional environment.  I like most of Teixeira's declaration, I just think that we need to look in a mirror and say it to ourselves before we step to our front door and say it to the world.

Love is our religion.  Love is the only word we need in our sacred text.  Love is our healing, our path and our goal and every step we take that is defined by dishonesty, manipulation, revenge, resentment, competition, judgment, and intolerance is a step in the wrong direction.

I don't want you to be rejected or to feel guilt.  I just want for myself and I want for you to be better at loving.

You learn to ride a bicycle by riding a bicycle.  You learn to sing by singing. You learn to love by loving.

I would say more about that but I am kind of eager to get on the road to Dallas right now.